July 26, 2006
`emptyplaces,wornoutfaces.
This is so not gonna be a pleasant post.
Walking cabin by cabin hoping to find a familiar face that I'd most probably never be able to see.
I guess that little foolish hope got me so emo again.
Can't help but remember our first group outing not within the few days after the camp. We ate at Cine's LJS and I shared a meal with Pings because I fell so sick I couldn't eat more than half and she ate very little too. Where the whole group of us walked pass a mannequin of a girl hanging by a rope and the other girls screamed. When we watched horror shows and the other guys kept scaring those girls.
Or how we went around an area of that building, arcade, pool, bowling then followed by movies. The first time we bought 11+1tickets to the movie and after that the girls walked to those girly shops and the guys just waited outside and chatted among themselves. The second, someone didn't have enough and I wanted us all to watch it so I paid the extra and we bought all the tickets and realised we bought an extra and the counter guy helped us sell it to a couple. And I left straight after the movie with Damien and Beatrice to the MRT. I feel so damn bad, not for the couple, but for the way I treat my friend(s). Why did I at that period of time think I didn't need friends like that? Why did I ignore the message? Why everything else? I thought of keeping the $2 but by the time I thought of it, it was already gone ; somewhere, somehow.
Why?
Regrets & more Regrets
I don't have much more to type but it's just courtesy to.
Thanks Lic for treating me dinner. Thanks for that Winnie the Pooh gachapon. And thanks for everything else I forgot. I don't know how to upload the photos from here and hello is not working, neither am I going to spend my time resizing them and uploading them to Photobucket.
Maybe I'm just too tired.
-nIx- @ [[12:10 AM]]
`emptyplaces,wornoutfaces.
This is so not gonna be a pleasant post.
Walking cabin by cabin hoping to find a familiar face that I'd most probably never be able to see.
I guess that little foolish hope got me so emo again.
Can't help but remember our first group outing not within the few days after the camp. We ate at Cine's LJS and I shared a meal with Pings because I fell so sick I couldn't eat more than half and she ate very little too. Where the whole group of us walked pass a mannequin of a girl hanging by a rope and the other girls screamed. When we watched horror shows and the other guys kept scaring those girls.
Or how we went around an area of that building, arcade, pool, bowling then followed by movies. The first time we bought 11+1tickets to the movie and after that the girls walked to those girly shops and the guys just waited outside and chatted among themselves. The second, someone didn't have enough and I wanted us all to watch it so I paid the extra and we bought all the tickets and realised we bought an extra and the counter guy helped us sell it to a couple. And I left straight after the movie with Damien and Beatrice to the MRT. I feel so damn bad, not for the couple, but for the way I treat my friend(s). Why did I at that period of time think I didn't need friends like that? Why did I ignore the message? Why everything else? I thought of keeping the $2 but by the time I thought of it, it was already gone ; somewhere, somehow.
Why?
Regrets & more Regrets
I don't have much more to type but it's just courtesy to.
Thanks Lic for treating me dinner. Thanks for that Winnie the Pooh gachapon. And thanks for everything else I forgot. I don't know how to upload the photos from here and hello is not working, neither am I going to spend my time resizing them and uploading them to Photobucket.
Maybe I'm just too tired.
-nIx- @ [[12:10 AM]]
